Bloodline - Chapter One

Well, I said I would post it up, right? Here it is.
Chapter one is a bit short, but that's cause its more of a prologue.. whatever. Have fun. =)
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Bloodline

chapter one

My eyes slowly blinked open as the bright light of morning streamed through the dark red curtains that hung from my window. I groaned quietly, sitting up from my twin-sized bed that sat low on the floor.

“Monday... oh, wonderful,” I muttered, getting up and pulling the curtains apart to lighten my room. Of all the things that day, school was the last thing I wanted to endure.

Well, actually, that's a lie.

The very last, horrible, god-awful thing I wanted to to do that day was go to the S.S.S.

Oh, you don't know what that is, do you?

Now, I'm sure when or if I tell you what it is, you'll think something like, “oh, sweet! That's awesome!”

I'll tell you right now that its anything but. It's one of those things that there's no escaping. No matter where you go, what you do, it always seems to catch up with you. You could move to freaking' Antarctica, and something will still find you.

So, I'm guessing that you're really wondering what this “organization” is, right?

The S.S.S is the Secret Society for the Supernatural.

Seems cool, right?

Well, think again. By reading this book, you're entering my world. The world in which there is no escaping. Ladies and gentlemen, please keep your hands and feet inside the car at all times; you're in for a bumpy ride.

Welcome to my own personal hell.

My views on Abortion?

Well, Abortion is a huge controversy going around these days...
why the hell is there a siren outside? This is a freakin HICKTOWN!
oh... sorry. It's just that I never hear anything like that around here, but.. anyways.
Abortion. I think abortion is the reason why so many people are either pro-Obama or anti-Obama these days.
Let me put it in m own terms:
I see nothing wrong with abortion. I'm sorry if that offends you, but, people have different opinions, okay? To me, its what the mother wants to do. Yes, it Is killing a child or whatever, but, still. It's not going to affect you if some random person on the other side of the world gets an abortion. I understand that some people may love kids and think that killing one is some sort of deadly sin... and I know that anyone out there with those sort of views that is reading this... I know you're probably gonna come at me and say something like, "its against the laws of the bible" or some shit, but, let me tell you this:
That has no meaning to me whatsoever.
I'm an atheist.
If something is a sin according to the big Jesus-book or whatever, I couldn't care less. Which, probably, is another reason why I see nothing wrong with abortion.
But, as I said earlier, its the mother's choice of what she wants to do with the baby. If she doesn't want it, oh well. She can get an abortion if she wants to. I know, she could put it up for adoption or something to that effect, but... ever think that maybe something ad could happen to her BECAUSE of the kid? Maybe she's to die in childbirth, maybe her body isn't ready for it or something... so, those of you who are against abortion, think of that. Think, if this was YOUR mother who wanted to get an abortion. Or, even better, think if it was YOU. If YOU were pregnant and were to die somehow because of it, would you rather die or get an abortion?
Personally, I'd go for the abortion. Life may suck, but, hey. I don't want to die for a baby.
Though, I'm sure that has something to do with the fact that I don't like kids, but... that's beside the point.
Another thing that kills me about this is that people who are against abortion are all for hunting and killing animals for goddamn FUN. So, its okay to murder and animal and not give a damn, but its all of a sudden this horrible thing to kill a baby that's not even in the world yet?
Humans are animals too. So many people fail to think of that when they say, "oh, abortion is horrible." Killing a baby human is the EXACT same as killing, say, a kitten. Don't try and tell me any different, cause you know that its true.
but, I know you're going to find a way around that and say that people kill animals for food. I realize that, and this i what I have to say:
BECOME. A. VEGETARIAN.
But, there's so many people out there who hunt for sport. For fun. It's FUN to them to go out and murder an innocent animal. And, their excuse? "The world is overpopulated with deer" or any other animal that they're killing.
Well, get this: the world is overpopulated with humans, too.
So, that pretty much wraps up the point I'm trying to make. Why is it so wrong to kill a baby but its fun to kill a baby animal? Or any type of animal, that is?

Me First and the Gimme Gimmes

Okay.... Me First and the Gimme Gimmes. Weird name, I know, but... they're SO awesome.
They're a punk/rock cover band. They don't do any original songs or anything, just covers of absolutely ANYTHING. they've done Somewhere Over The Rainbow, Sweet Caroline, Come Sail Away, Country Road, Uptown Girl... so many different songs, and I swear, each cover is amazing. Even the Come Sail away one. I love Styx, but I have to say, that's a pretty awesome cover of it. =)
They've also done Stairway To Heaven... that's a tough one to do a good cover of, but this band.. they've managed it.

So, i highly recommend that you check these guys out... just go on Youtube and type in "Me First and the Gimme Gimmes" and click on any one that comes up. If you're a punk/rock fan, I guarantee you'll love this band. =D

Peace out.

My really bad Billie impersonation xd

Yeah... it didn't go well. xD I couldn't find the other picture that I wanted, so I settled for that one.
Don't ask me why I was trying to imitate him, I just got REALLY bored and figured, eh, what the hell, how bad could it be?
...
pretty bad xD
Yeah... so, let's hope he never sees that picture. It's a very small chance that he ever will, but, hey.. .its the internet.. .anything can happen here. XD

It also doesn't help that my tie is, like... RAINBOW. But, I'll dye it red somehow, since I don't really wanna spend the money that I don't have on a new tie. LOL. If only I could find a way to dye it red... hmm...
Any ideas?

Well... yeah... so I just felt like posting my epic fail of a Billie Joe Armstrong imitation. If I ever do that again (note the word IF xd) I'm hoping that it'll turn out waaaayyy batter.... hopefully...

Yup. Enjoy. =D

God, I'm so sick of it...

Sick of having to hide everything. I mean, can't I just be sad for one freakin' day anymore?
It always seems like I have to CONSTANTLY be happy around EVERYONE... which isn't much, considering my mom constantly works anyway, so I'm basically already living alone, but... still. I'm even afraid to act that way around my friends. Don't get me wrong, they're awesome friends and I love 'em to death, but... I just feel like I have to hide things around them, too. They know that I used to be emo, that I used be seriously depressed and self-harm and all that stuff that emos do, but... I guess what I'm getting at here is... is that now that I'm not really emo anymore, that I have to be happy now. In my head, the little voice just says something like, "no, you're not that way anymore. You can't be sad or depressed anymore. Now that you're at least somewhat normal, you have to be happy."
I know, I know, that's not a good way to think. But that's what my head tells me. My head doesn't tend to tell me good, normal... sane... things very often, but, still.... It says that.
It just gets to me that it does that, though. I don't WANT to be happy.
.... well, that came out a little more harsh than it was supposed to, but I was trying to say that I don't want to have to act happy when I'm really not. The fact that I have to do that just makes me even more depressed than I was before.
Then there's the thing with my family... they don't tend to help anything, either. I can't be happy, sad, depressed, so-so... i can't really be ANYTHING around them. They don't get me. They don't accept me for what I am or something. I don't know what goes through their heads, and honestly, I don't want to, cause its probably a lot worse than what I'm pretty sure goes through it in the first place.
But, I mean, its like they don't want me to be part or their family. Frankly, I don't really want to be part of it either. Whenever I see them (which, thankfully, isn't much) they always ignore me. Well, my cousin doesn't, but she's the type of person who you WANT to leave you alone. But, when she doesn't ignore me, she's always talking trash about me. To my face. She's said things to me that don't seem like much, but when your own family doesn't like you, they hurt. She's told me I'm boring, that I'm a jerk, that I'm a bitch (where that came from, I don't know), that she knows that I know that my own family hates me... all that stuff.
And then, the holidays... oh, the wonders I see on those days... sometimes.
I rarely get anything as gifts from them, but when i do, its really nothing great. I know that makes me sound like a whiny spoiled brat, but I'm not. What I mean by "nothing great" is stuff that they WANT me to be. Like, bright pink frilly shirts and tights and makeup and... crap like that. Maybe I'd appreciate the makeup if they'd gotten me some dark black eyeliner, but, no... that's a deadly sin to them... basically anything dark, black, whatever is. Which is exactly why wear the darkest clothes I have whenever I see them. But now I tend to wear my Green Day shirt a lot when I go over there... oh, that too. They hate the kind of music I listen to. Honestly, I don't know why, because Green day and 80's rock are AMAZING... but they do. The music I listen to is real... its not any of that new pop shit that's all about love and drugs and sex and whatever else. Like the stuff my cousin listens to. Like the stuff most of them listen to. My uncle and my other cousin listen to good stuff; you know, Ramones, Aerosmith, AC/DC, GOOD stuff.... but the rest of them... nope.
Personally, I think most of their problem with the music I like is the excessive cussing.
Pfft, and they seriously wonder WHY I like that stuff? *rolls eyes* Hypocrites. Telling us that cussing is bad when they blow up the freakin' house with their constant f-bombs.
So, thanks to them, i do that too. Obviously not around THEM... but, trust me, my friends and I cuss pretty bad.
Also, a lot of times, they make me feel like I'm worthless. The way they look at me, talk to me (if they even do that)... well, that applies to everyone, not just my family. I just feel like I'm nothing to this planet, like the world would be better off if I wasn't on it. Hell, it probably would be.
But, as a conclusion to this extremely long post... I really am sick of everything. I just want to feel like I DO belong here, even though I probably don't.

.... but, lastly, I'm really sorry for any of you that actually read all that... I know you probably didn't want to hear a bunch of crap about my life, but... sometimes... people have to vent.. right?
But, I really am sorry for all that.... but, as usual...

Peace out.

The OSOH Song

So, my friend made this song.... about us OSOH. XD When the pictures of all of us come up in the beginning (the really bad drawings that say "sen" and "linny" and stuff xd) are the "Stuffed Animals" that I drew of us. XD Then with the collages of all of us in real life, I'm the one with the big, gay-looking yellow glasses xD
The song is to to the tune of "Minority" by Green Day... since we all had mistaken thoughts on what Billie actually says in the song... so the one of us, East, wrote alternate lyrics to fit the OSOH. XD
But, the "like a shithead runs from earth" line was mine. XD I actually thought that was what he said in the song.... it turns out that he says "like a sheep runs from the herd".
A little off there, eh? XD

So... yeah. I wanted to show you guys that awesome genius video. XD

Awesomness Songs xD

well, you know the drummer from Green Day, Tre Cool, right? If not, well, Tre Cool is the drummer of Green Day. xD
And he writes songs. I swear, funniest songs EVER.
Like the one called Billie Joe's Mom. It's so funny, that I just went on some music website to get a download and put it on my iPod. LOL.
There's a lot of other ones as well, though.... like Chocolate Rain... oh, that's a good one xd here's a link to a video with four of his songs on it...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZDqwFlgIvs
Song 1 - Billie Joe's Mom
Song 2 - Food Around the Corner
Song 3 - Like A Rat Does Cheese
Song 4 - Dominated Love Slave

oh, and this is Chocolate Rain: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyDuGwlrFRs
That's on my iPod as well xD I love that one part... "The scars on my... oh, wait, I'm reading the wrong song! CHOCOLATE RAIN!" LMAO XD

I have to say, he's kind of a perv.... but a hilarious perv at that xD
I honestly don't know where he gets all the time to write these, but I'm glad that he does find it... cause they are the freakin' funniest songs ever... xD

So, I just felt the need to share those with you.. hopefully you'll get some laughs out of Tre's awesomeness like I did. XD

Peace.